I'm not sure why I'm starting this here. I don't actually think anyone will care about what I have to say over the internet. But I just can't, like, contain my thoughts inside my brain anymore. I don't know what it is but since around May last year my thoughts have been moving at lightening speed and the only way to save them is to write them down.
Or, publish them on the internet. I guess.
Anywayzzz...
This weekend was okaaaayyyy. I decided I'd be more like someone else who i like better. Which is a weird thing to type out because when its actually written out it sounds kind of awful. Like I'm going against that whole cliche that's drilled into girl's heads since birth about loving yourself for who you are! and be yourself! Let your true light shine through!
But what if I don't know who I am?
And what if that person who "I am" all the time is annoying and gahhhh.
So my October resolution (I guess) is to be someone who I like more. To mold and modify "myself" into someone who i really do love.
And apparently the new version of myself blogs...?
Whatever.
